Advise

Things that you should never do and should never accept to happen to you are:
.never misunderstand your calling
.never doubt your calling
.never stop using your gift
.never delay to respond to your calling
.never think that you can never make a difference in this generation in the area of evangelizing the gospel to all nations because if the Lord can change Soul to become an apostle and call him to evangelize the gospel to the nations, He can do the same with you. Yes, we understand that it takes time for Christ Jesus to train others to serve Him just like Matthew, Mark, John, Luke, and Peter including others who took the gospel in action by successfully understanding their calling of reaching out which is the reason why God opened this program of evangelism training for anyone with His calling especially you who He called with a purpose to serve Him and this is the time, just take action.

And never forget that

-He set you free so you can worship Him
-He saved you so that others could be saved through you
-He showed you the way to internal life so that you can do the same to others ---He gave you free so that others can freely receive through you.
He called you with a purpose to praise and worship Him in the truth and spirit so you can serve him by doing his will before he comes back to pay each and every one of us according to our work and deeds (Revelation 22). So the question here is; are you really, really feeling like standing up strait and learn how